Lately, I'm having a dilemma about my career. Will I stay with this company or pursue what I really want?These thoughts give me a headache..and tears (sigh). As what I've said to my friend when he asked about my silence,it's very jem. I'm having a hard time to let go of something that has been part of my life. The thought is enough to make me cry. It's hard to say goodbye to the good old days. I will surely miss the laughters and crazy things I've experienced and most of all the people who are with me 5 days a week. But if I won't take a step forward, I won't get what I want. This is the sad truth about life. Most of the time, we're just conditioning ourselves that we're already contented of what we have but at the back of our minds,we're just too scared to take a move to reach our dreams. What hurts the most is that you know you're about to sacrifice and let go of what you used to have just to start walking towards your dream. By this time, I'm still having a hard time deciding and I just want to enjoy my silence. I don't want to go out or mingle with people. I don't want to attach myself more to them. This time, I just want me....and my sanity.
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