Thursday, September 27, 2007

A piece of cake(",)

I'm bored so I'll share myself through this blog...Not in the mood to publish part 4 of Lovelife=) ahmmm,I don't know how to start...Okay,I'll start with telling about me.My real name is Jemellee but people around me call me Jem(when my mother is mad and Marc is bored,that's when I hear my given name in full).I grew up in water (Malabon City hehe) and studied in 3 cities(Malabon,Quezon city & Manila).I wanted to become a Pediatrician but later on,I wanted to become a Psychologist.Unfortunately,I didn't get the slot in UST because I was late for the interview. So i ended up in Business Administration in UST. i don't know if I would still pursue Psychology. For now, I just want to work & work. I am currently working at Manila Electric Company(MERALCO)..and I hope I won't get violent reactions. But I already have plans on working abroad..Ahm,early next year.98% sure. Given a choice, I want to work in clothing company. I want to be part of their Marketing team...I want to design...Being a model is not in my head because I don't have the body of a model and I don't want exposure.If I would put up a business, I want a wedding shop...from planning to the wedding proper.Anyways, if I get a good pay, I would want to own a farm..in New Zealand hehe or at least here in the Philippines. Thinking of my plans for the next few years, I don't know if having a boyfriend is included hehe I don't rush and I know he'll come when I'm ready.So asking me about lovelife, it's zero but I am happy!^_^ I enjoy my life with my friends. Some people thought I'm a lesbian (a big haha) 'cause I'm one of the boys. I don't know why but I feel comfortable w/ guy friends. About my weaknesses?Of course,number 1 is chocolate:) then, earrings,stargazers,ice cream,cake!

to be continued....

Why??

I can't explain why it seems that I have no energy in doing my tasks...I don't know what to answer when someone asks me why my smile is beautiful...I don't know why even if I wanted to write about former President Joseph Estrada's verdict,my document is still blank...I don't know why I'm not affected knowing the fact that UST didn't get the twice-to-beat opportunity...I don't know why I keep on thinking and still get nothing from it...and I don't know why I am writing this but I cannot figure out what I'm trying to say...Maybe I'm just bored hehe

Monday, September 17, 2007

Lovelife...Love life=)

Part 3

8.Let me answer the question of my friend Uma. Although I already texted him my point of view.Here's the question:My friends advice that I should always put my best foot forward during dates. Is this right? Jem, gusto ko serious talk ha? =)
-First, I may sound funny in answering love probs but if you'll just read between the lines, you'll know it makes sense (xempre magbubuhat ako ng sarili kong bangko hehe).Personally, I don't agree w/ his friends. I don't know how to say this but it's unfair for the girl that you're only showing her things that can impress her and make her like or love you for the things that are lovely.Be natural. The girl will decide if she'd like you no matter how many DESPITE OFs,BUTs and IFs you have. I think this is the root of "sumbatan". For me it's like marketing a toy. You'll convince the child she has the best toy in the world but later on she'll discover the side effects like addiction,and recently the issue on too much content of lead. Whether it's intentional or accidental,the damage has been done. Poor child,it's either she'll get poisoned absolutely or hard to get cured.. But hey it can be vice versa for gender sensitivity's sake!hehe

9. I love her so much but she has a bf...but she enjoys my company...
-Well, to my guy friend, how sure are you that she really is enjoying your company and does it imply that you have a chance on her?I don't want to hurt your feelings but hey it maybe true that she's enjoying your company but it could only mean as friends. If she's showing signs that she likes you, don't jump into conclusions. If she had said something that gave you hope, think a thousand times. If she really likes you,what's the point of keeping her relationship? Well,I think I've mentioned this on part 2.

10.There's this girl that I like but we have a conflict on religion..
-Ouch. That hits me hehe... anyways,I really believe that God should be the center of the relationship. If you cannot reconcile the issue, just accept God's plan for both of you.it's hard (I should know) and will really take you a lot of mixed emotions but you can't do anything about it.. Just pray and let Him guide you...

11.I get irritated w/ his ex.
-My gosh gurl,grow up hehe.. he's yours what more can you ask for. i think it should be the other way around but either way it's pathetic.Yeah, I admit that there were times that I got insecure with my ex ex-gf but I'm just grateful that he taught me to act as an adult and if he felt that I was provoked that's why I fought back,he reminds me to become a good person as I can be just to stop the "war" between us...Well,silence or revenge doesn't stop the issue so better to keep silent and make the other party look pathetic on her acts(if she's hitting you also). Be the best that you can be whether you're the ex or the present gf.Just be considerate on the feelings of your bf if you act childishly in public just because his ex is around and please be careful w/ your words. You may think that you're hitting the ex but on the other side you really look and sound funny.'cause maybe she's bein quiet and you still act as an envious diva all this time.We're not high school students anymore. (again,I should know.period)


More issues next time!I just want to post this asap for my friend Uma hehe although I already texted him about his question =)

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Lovelife...Love life=)

Part 2
Seryoso na 'to unlike nung part 1 na inatake na naman ako ng masamang ispiritu ng clown ko nung birthday ko nung 7 years old ako. Okay,game!Like sa ibang companies and websites,may FAQs din ako (sosyal!).

FAQs (syempre with my opinion na din para wala ka ng icclick na sampung link bago mo makuha ang sagot):

1. Paano ko sasabihin sa kanya yung feelings ko?
-di po ko eksperto sa panliligaw(aray!may bumatok saken) pero sige I'll try my best to answer this question. First of all, ano bang circumstances?Friends ba kayo ng girl or dinadaan daanan ka lang nya?May common friend ba kayo?Kung none of the above, e suicide na yan hehe.. Syempre loko lang. isa kang malaking langaw kung susundin mo nga ako *wink*. Una, if friends kayo,mahirap nga yan.may mga risks.Xempre una sa listahan ang friendship.Pangalawa,kung dinadaan daanan ka lang nya, mahirap din yan kase d mo lam ano unang sasabihin mo sa kanya.Third, kung may common friend kayo,ano pang hinihintay mo???Above all these, are you willing to take the risk?Kase kahit anong circumstance kung wala kang guts e di no glory :D pero wag ka naman maging presko na bigla na lang susulpot sa kanya at sasabhin na I LIKE YOU.

2. What if di nya ako gusto or ireject nya ako?
-Aba!pano mo malalaman kung di mo itatry? Magiging kabute ka ba pag nireject ka nya?That's the prob w/ guys ( am not saying naman na lahat). Laging playing safe. Most of the time, they are waiting for clues,signs or whatever before sila gumawa ng move.

3.May gf ako ngayon pero may iba akong gusto,may chance kaya na magustuhan ako ng gusto ko?
-Hmmm..hitting two birds in 1 stone? Well,sino ba talaga?si gf or yung bago mong gusto?What's the point of keeping your relationship w/ your gf if you're thinking of pursuing the other girl? You better settle your relationship first w/ your gf before you pursue the other girl.

3a.Malabo na kami ni gf,di ko na alam kung anong status namin.Gusto ko ng magmove on pero gusto ko ligawan si __ kaso natatakot ako na baka di nya ako tanggapin.
-I don't want to judge any guy for shifting from 1 girl to another. Kung anong reason behind it, so be it. Basta ang stand ko, if may nakahang ka pa na relationship, wag ka muna magpursue sa iba. No girl deserves to suffer from the shadow of your past. Di namin pinangarap na haunted kame lage ng ex nyo no! if I were you din,maganda ng honest ka sa gusto mong gurl kung anong meron ka ngayon.Meron ka mang bitter past or wala,it's her decision na kung ano tingin nya sayo,right? Di naman naten pwede icontrol ang mga bagay na ganyan.(uyy nagiging seryoso na ata ako)

4.Anong gagawin ko,like ko sya.Pag magkasama kame,parang kame,pero wala kaming commitment.
-Ouch. yun lang hehe...haay,how many sighs it would take before ko masagot ito...Well,common na din kase 'to ngayon..Playing safe...You do things together,holding hands,goddbye kiss,etc...pero no commitment.If you're the type of person na hindi ready sa mga ganyang bagay kahit na sabihin pa naten na like or love mo na yung tao, get out of that situation. Siguro sa una okay lang to give it a try but if days or months are passing by and you do the same thing,mag isip isp ka na. Ask yourself.Do I want this thing?Is it worth my time?Do I deserve this?Am i still happy?Ang saken lang, what stops the two people to have each other if ganun na yung status nila?!unless isa sa kanila e naglalaro lang...NEXT!!

5.Am I stupid because I let her/him hurt me?
-Masokista yata ang tawag sa gustong nasasaktan hindi katangahan... Of course, ibibigay nilang excuse eh MAHAL KO E..Fine...Minsan naisip ko ginagawa na lang excuse yung love sa stupidity ng isang tao.

6.Ginagago nya ko,ginagawa nya akong tanga...
-hinayaan mo kc gawin nya sa'yo yun.TAPOS!

7.Di ko lam up to what extent ko kayang magstay.
-ako rin di ko alam xempre ikaw yan e. kahit naman sabihin ko na get out of that situation alam ko naman matigas ang ulo mo na magsstay pa din. Choice mo pa din kung gusto mo pahirapan sarili mo or gusto mo ng mag move on. Hindi ko alam kung hihintayin mo pang kinukurot ka nya sa pisngi sa pamamagitan ng nail cutter befor mo maisipan na umalis na sa ganyang situation. if you've given your best, bakit ikaw yung magkakaron ng fear na baka pag sisihan mo pag umalis ka? Kung lahat na ginawa mo pati pag alis ng kalyo sa paa nya, aba turn nya na para xa naman gumawa ng move. Kung aalis ka na,tanggapin mo na lang kung hindi mo sya makitang nakasunod sayo.

7a.gusto ko syang gantihan..gusto kong magpakamatay
-'eto madalas kong naririnig.tnatanong pa nila ako bakit daw ako,di ko nagawang gumanti or bakit strong pa din ako despite ng sobrang sakit ng gnawa nila sa akin?Ang sagot ko lang naman, pag gumanti ba ako sino ba masisira?ako o sya?pag gumanti ba ako makukuha ko ba respeto nya o tuluyan syang lalayo saken?pag gumanti ba ako mababago ko ba yung sitwasyon?pag gumanti ba ako sigurado bang sya ang masasaktan o ako? Pag nagpakamatay ba ako,kaninong buhay ang nasayang?Pag nagpakamatay ako,kawawa nman ang mundo ilan na lang ang magaganda...ay mali!di pala kasama yun hehe baka makalusot lang. Pag nagpakamatay ako,sinong sinaktan ko?sarili ko,laman loob ko at syempre pamilya ko na kasama ko na mula noon hanggang ngayon?At pag nagpakamatay ako,sino bang matutuwa?yung insecure nyang gf?mashado yata mahal yung kapalit ng pagiging masaya nya kaya no way ;p

saka na ulit yung susunod dahil tapos na ang lunch break ko hehe...:D Eto lang ang past time ko sa office wihihi

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Lovelife...Love life =)

Part 1...
Well, part 1 kc alam kong may susunod pang kabanata 'to. Napansin ko lang kase na lately e ako yung hinihingan ng advice ng mga friends ko sa love probs nila (expert ba ko?e wala nga akong bf!haha). Pero ayoko na silang tanungin kung ano bang credibility ang meron saken at baka dumugo ilong nila pag nagkamali sila ng sagot hahaha.. Lage akong nakakareceive ng tanong na"Bkt gnun xa?gnwa q nmn lahat para sa knya?bkt nya q pnapahrapan?" Una sa lahat,wag kayong mangialam kung bakit ganyan ang pagkatype ko.Text message kc yan.Ang sagot ko lang naman e di naman nya gagawin yun sa yo kung d mo hinahayaan. Mejo hindi short cut ang text ko kc unli naman ako *wink*. Syempre hindi naman nya tatanggapin yung sagot ko ng ganung kasimple lang. Syempre eexpect kong sasabihin nya ay "E mahal ko e". Bakit ko alam?Syempre linya ko din yun dati wahaha... kaya ano nga bang credibility ko sa pag addvice? Pero minsan nananahimik ako at di ko sha nirereplyan dahil noo ko ang kumukunot kakaproblema ng problema nya. Ako yung nadedemoralize sa sakit na naabsorb ko dahil sa mga sinasabe nya at parang eksena sa pelikula na may nagflash back naman sa utak ko with background music na nobody wana see us together but it don't matter nah coz i got you e nakareceive ako ng text na "cge na jem reply ka naman,kaw lang mkakatulong saken"...ayos gnawa pa akong mapaghimalang rebulto.Pero since pinoproblema ko na din naman ang problema nya e nagreply na din ako...tutal 6 hours pa before mag expire unli ko hehe...So ako naman si bigay ng advice. Sabe ko sa kanya,"cge kung iinsist mo na mahal mo xa, e d magtiis ka muna pero lahat ng bagay may hangganan.." Kita nyo nman lage nauuwe sa hangganan yung saken hehehe..damayan lang 'to haha..Seriously(ang salitang lage kong naririnig sa Grey's Anatomy), di ko lam bakit ba ko nagtyatyaga mag advice kahit na alam kong sa huli hindi naman importante ang opinyon ko. Sa isang relasyon, mas mangingibabaw ang opinyon pa din ng magkarelasyon kesa ng ibang tao. Siguro hobby ko lang talaga maging jem d mango sa mga kaibigan ko.(at winiwish ko na darating ang araw na may paid advertisement na din sa section ko dito para pagkakitaan ko naman ang natatanging talino ko ehem....)Teka kung san san nako napunta. Sige na nga sa part 2 ko na lang ulit isheshare ang iba't ibang love probs na naencounter ko sa isang araw lang!Kumbaga e warm up pa lang 'to.

Tuesday, September 4, 2007

what's new in news?

Hazing=Dying?
I felt sad upon hearing the news about Mr. Cris Mendez,a UP student. Well,allegedly he's a hazing victim... Haaay, nasayang ang future nya ng ganun ganun na lang.. Parang bakit pa kailangan sumali sa frat kung ganyan din lang?Di ba ang fraternities e brotherhood? Why kailangan pa ng "bloody initiation" para maging member.Do you mean harm to your brother? May gantong case din before.Kay Lenny Villa ng ADMU. Napanood ko yung mommy nya na still in pain kahit more than a decade ago pa nangyare yun.I was able to see din the mom of Cris na halos d na makapagsalita sa sobrang shocked.In 1 snap nawala ang anak nila w/ their dreams unfulfilled. I don't know kung ano na gagain nila sa initiation na dumadanak ang dugo. Marami pang case ng frat wars sa iba't ibang lugar and again,I don't know kung anong benefit ng mga kabataan ang magjoin sa violent group tulad nun. Sana kung yung frat and idamay na naten yung sorority e yung intention ay mag assist sa members nila to cope up w/ their studies and to become a good citizen of this society.Pero kung yung manggulo ka at makapatay ng tao ng walang katuturan, sobrang crime yun. Di lang nila pinatay yung tao,pati mga pangarap nya kinuha pa nila..Pati pag-asa ng pamilya na maahon sa hirap ninakaw nila at mismong magandang kinabukasan na mga involve sa incident na ito sila mismo ang sumira...

Geraldine Palma-more than just a kidnap victim
One of the most heartbreaking news I've seen on tv lately is the case of Geraldine Palma. Grabe, so young. Only 7 years old na found dead sa isang maleta sa may Tondo, sa Ilog Puting Bato kung d ako nagkakamali.Sobrang walang puso yung mga sangkot dito. ang theory on this case nung una e magkahiwqalay pa yung incident ng pagkidnap and pagpatay sa bata.Ang sabe nung una, naghahanap ng victim yung isang group ng snatchers sa Manila.Tapos wala sila makitang maiisnatchan ng celfon.Nakita nila yung bata sa pier na katabi ng maleta. Pinagdiskitahan daw nila yung maleta tinangay na din nila yung bata. Bakit nandon ang bata sa pier kung ang paalam ng yaya e sa Ever Ortigas lang pupunta. Sinong kasama sa pier?Asan ang yaya. Later on, nabubuo na yung story na kasabwat yung yaya dahil karelasyon daw nya yung isa sa suspects.Na tinago nila yung bata somewhere in Tondo.so since missing link ang yaya,hindi malinaw why umabot sa pagpatay sa bata at worse pa dun e ni-rape pa yung bata ng more than 1 guy (3 or 4) before sha pinatay. Now,tell me kung anong puso meron yung gumawa nun?Or meron nga ba?I cannot imagine how painful it is to her family.Pinatay ka na nga,"binaboy" ka pa.Yan ang mga klase ng tao na dapat nasasalang sa death penalty!hiwain sa pamamagitan ng cutter!